^it was then when "A Best" was released she had a rival cause at the same date some other artist released her album too

Yes that is a good point too. Maybe she just did not want to release her best album along with Hikki's album.

Can anyone reupload the movie with subtitles? I've read all this except I've never seen the visuals...

And I don't think it has to do with Hikki, i think it's because a) BEST albums usually kill a career, b) avex rushed it so badly and made so many dicisions for her including putting it head to head with hikki's distance etc that it through her in a whirlpool of emotions.

i think Ayumi just didn't want to release a handpicked album yet. she wanted to do it sometime in the future, carefully and patientfully, to make it be exactly how she'd want it to be.

she wasn't let to do so.

the decision was sudden, maybe they even picked up the songs for her?... there was no discussion on the release date...

she must have also felt, that Avex is really teasing with her, almost like trying to make her leave, after all the profits that her work brought to Avex -- eventually making her feel like doing so...


and that interview is my ABSOLUTE FAVOURITE! the music that plays in the BG...
i love the scene when Ayumi is on the NonStopMegamix photosession, cutting out her pic from the polaroid photo... like a symbol of Ayumi shaping her image by herself :)

It caused a huge impact! I felt pity for Ayumi, yes, and I was proud of myself, because I am a fan of such a great hard-working, talented person! I love her, really...her troubles, she had, nothing could break her to say :I give up! And that's so great, isn't it??? Ayu is really strong..and she honestly loves her fans, from the bottom of her heart!

And when she was crying, I cried too...her destiny is really awful, if we look inside Ayu...money~fame~ are cool things, but as the interviewer said: The fire she had in her eyes had left her, so...umm, she is very lonely, she can't open her heart to somebody, she doesn't have her personal life-avex controls everything, and that fact id not kinda pleasant.

So...that's why I LOVE AYU!!!!!!!!!!

The movie is already uploaded at my thread subs is uploaded too ^^