hahaha i got her a best white last night!!!! and wow i got her free poster , a towel of ayu A Logo!!!! the man that sent my order say i got lucky and won her free towel!! ahahaha online shopping is full of surprise and now i can feel my desire for ayu voice has invoke once again (what the hell am i saying??!!!!!)

omg, don't take the matter this way! there are things really more important in your life, i'm sure!

yeah that what happens to me every 6th month
with Amuro and Hamasaki for me... first i listen to just Amuro
then just Hamasaki... then only Amuro again...
Currently, I <3 Ayu!!

that happened to me when I started listening to Morning Musume. Now, I'm just getting back into the Ayu music

i had a period where i just stopped listening to ayu and just listened to Korean classical and pop... then i was like "omg, what am i doing! why am i wasting time on such constantly overrated, boring music?" (no offense to K-classical/pop worshippers, lol!) so ran back to my dear Ayu and realized... oooo how much no one can replace her in my number 1 spot on my list of most loved singers. i haven't missed out on anything since... X)

Its ok its not like u betrayed her. Even if u don't buy her products as long as u listen to her that is all that matters.