^ omg :(

Just because she put a picture of herself doesn't necessarily mean that it's headed towards herself tho

Picture is herself in a live performance. I believe she is referring towards lyrics or she is just having an attitude with such a 'fierce' screenshot

OMG it's Ayumi Hamasaki tweeting that she hates her persona 'Ayu'!

ayumi hamasaki new single: I hate you..........

(I'd like that tbh just not typed like this)

^ That is an interesting title... lol

She hates herself for being so fucking perfect in 1LOVE performance. She is only being a fangirl.

Lol.
I'd kind of hate being so perfect too, if I were her :P

She hates the fact that her skin looks so perfect like she has no pores.

I gotta say, I was shocked when I read the "I hate you" tweet...I was like, AYU, WHO ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT

And I was like "how immature is that... -.-". Honestly, it doesn't matter who she is talking about. It's an embarrassing tweet a teen would tweet to get some attention.

Ayu just posted a somewhat cryptic-ish picture with her in a guy's arms and some lyric-y hashtags.

I guess this is her husband? That would be so cool if she's writing lyrics already

Winter Diary is coming!

Yay she's writing again, it's probably for next years album. It's too late to announce a mini album I guess. :)

^not necessarily! There are still a few weeks ;)

posted new pic
https://twitter.com/ayu_19980408/sta...30936437633024

but those tags sounds like lyric, maybe there's new song called My Love

and is that mr bodkin?

https://scontent-mia1-1.xx.fbcdn.net...79&oe=56CEA351

It's probably the Tyson , although it is somewhat difficult to say , because the arms are covered and the leg that has tattoo is right ... But evaluating the height and the muscles of calf ... It can be said that can only be he hahahahahahahahahah

https://fbcdn-sphotos-c-a.akamaihd.n...870ae46bec3b11

http://s11.postimg.org/579xkwij7/201...sakiayumi6.jpg

I think yes..it's her husband...so happy to see him...then we know they are good

Yeah it's nice to see him and it's nice that she's (maybe) writing lyrics without having announced anything yet, when she's writing post-announcement it feels like she's forcing herself somehow because something has to be released

awww :)
i like how whomever took that pic cut off his head xD It has to be him, rarely any japanese dude would have such a built.

and she used hastag #byebyemylove

#Let's forget something little by little #Let's look forward to something new #bye bye MyLove #hello MyLove


http://i.imgur.com/pVw95gA.jpg
and progress lyrics

Maybe new 2/3-aside single for December?
She has this long history of December singles :
Depend On You (1998)
Kanariya (1999)
M (2000)
A Song is Born (2001)
Together when.. (2007)
Days/GREEN (2008)
You were../BALLAD (2009)
again (2012) - don't start again
Feel the love/Merry-go-round (2013)
Zutto../Last minute/Walk (2014)

i really hope she is not divorsing again :no

These eyes drawing look amazing af

Already ready for new single I hate you / MY LOVE

The tweet seems more a love in distance. Maybe her husband have to go to USA for a time or he had gone and now he's back.

She deleted...

lol
was she drunk when posted this? or maybe got to many comments like "divorce? again?"

なんだかなー

皆が笑顔になれるエンディング用意してあっても結末辿り着く前にわちゃわちゃ強制終了。

もっと大きく穏やかな毎日の方が楽しくない？
すぐに決めつけて毎度騒ぐよりさ。

---

あとね顔見えないんだから、せめて言葉使いは見苦しくないようにしたいね。とっさに攻撃的な文章投げて嫌な 気持ちになるのは自分なはず。

そりゃ分かり合えないこともあるよ、他人同士だもん。だからって分かり合えない部分を責めてたら解決しない よね。許し合うのは容易くないけど解決に繋がるね。

Why is she always so cryptic >__<

Could anyone translate? I'm so curious what she wrote :D

oh oh why deleted the pic?
maybe she was accidentally uploaded that pic even though the head was cut off lol..
and that pic seems recently taken, so i doubt she's divorcing the husband. pray not!

but, those long tweets...
i hope those are lyrics...

see you
http://i.imgur.com/iRdpVOC.jpg

少しずつ何かを忘れていこう and 新しい何かに期待していこう are basically two lines from you & me though lol ayu what's with you and your cryptic tweets!!! (PS after having an account here for years I've actually posted something. I feel like a weird stalker...)

This is part is from YOU&ME , i loved this bitter sentence in this funny song
but hey!!... What happened to Ayu?

few japanese fans shocked because ayu blocked them at twitter
@tommyRen4 for example, and @Beywannabe

news article about ayu's "MyLove" twit
http://www.nikkansports.com/entertai...s/1556107.html

And now Ayu is not following any single account on Twitter , not even Max and/or Kayzu oO Oo

Something's not right

The Story is just beginning :nva

I think Ayu is angry about the tweets talking about divorce.

And the tweet "んじゃー、またねっ( ❛⃘ ∨ ❜⃘⃘ )੭⁂ " is the "good" version of the tweet deleted.

Can someone translate what she said in response to the divorce rumors?

I doubt they're divorcing, personally. It's just a real shame that she can never seem to relax with her husband without being told something or other.

Damn, people will say she's past beyond the public interest but looks what they've already made out of a tweet... I hope ayu keeps her head straight and keep on touring with her fans, she's already dealt with too much drama in her life

I honestly think she's happy. People just like to stir up shit. She's a huge celebrity, it happens. I'm sure she has developed somewhat of a thick skin over the years :/

Why did ayu block those people?! She had to have a good reason.

Wow ayu can't catch a break.

somebody translate this please! :(

Ahhh you're from Scotland - cool!

I think all this Twitter stuff is an overreaction. Everything's fine!

I was wondering what's going on with her recently and why she blocked some of the fans for tweeting to her due to divorce issue related? Can someone translate her tweets in English?

I also wondering what actually happen? I don't think she will divorce.... Its just a song's lyric... But if the reason for blocking some of the fans is because they are talking about the divorce things, i think it make sense.. Coz she doean't want someone to spread the rumor all over the world...

Oh wow so are you hi!! Yeah it probably is, ayu basically constantly tweets cryptic stuff that sounds so over dramatic but means nothing lol

It's already starting to spread like a fire about the divorce rumours though.

omg I'm worried now!! God please not another divorce. This could ruin her. :(

I am really putting my palm on my forehead...here we go again. Not signs of divorce... :no

Japanese fans are the worst. Now they talk ayu that since she's public person she need to think more about fans feeling, and she can't post such things

...

Basically, she's telling people not to jump to conclusions and make unfounded accusations.

もっと大きく穏やかな毎日の方が楽しくない？
すぐに決めつけて毎度騒ぐよりさ。

"Isn't living a peaceful life more fun?
Rather than jumping to conclusions and making a fuss every time?"

EDIT:

皆が笑顔になれるエンディング用意してあっても結末辿り着く前にわちゃわちゃ強制終了。

It seems she had intended to follow-up the tweet with something happy before all this drama started.

so the japanese fans thought it was a divorce since she posted byebye mylove?
glad that she indirectly denied the divorce rumor, thats good :)

though i hope somebody will still post a proper translation of her long tweets, thanks in advance :)

I'm sorry, but she posted countless times cryptic posts on facebook or twitter or wherever. And afterwards sometimes something was going on and a lot of times nothing. I just think if you're posting a bunch of things that mean actually nothing without context and one can just guess, like the totally immature "I hate you..." tweet, you don't have to wonder that people do exactly that: guessibg what's going on.

I agree with Chibi-chan.
I do understand that Ayu maybe doesn't like those reactions. But there are always going to be commentaries, especially from her fans - she should expect that, it is like it is.
Imo, Ayu should just go on posting what she wants to post and not deleting or selfcommenting it afterwards.
If it was just meant to be a harmless post from a funny night, she shouldn't care about everything following.
She, her husband and her friends know, that everything is fine - and that's the most important thing and also the only thing that matters, isn't it?
Or if she is too emotional involved, just don't post such posts anymore.
I know though, that it's harder sometimes to do than anybody can imagine. I'm a quite emotional person myself, so I can feel her here. :laugh

Hm, I actually get the feeling, Ayu got more sensitive in the last years, didn't she? At least with private matters she's reacting more directly than in the past, showing her emotions.

But you all think she blocked some fans for asking "Divorce?"?. I suppose she blocked because they were assholes. Maybe joking about divorce or criticizing her husband.

Really, I hate when a fan think "I'm her fan, I buy her music, I have all the rights to say bad things to her"

It's not normally that if she doesn't tweet about her husband SHE IS DIVORCING, and if she tweets SHE IS DIVORCING. Take care of your life please or maybe you need one.

PD: I'm not referring to any user here.

You know, more and more I see why she initially left Japan...

I actually get the sense her Japanese fans don't understand her as the complex individual that she is and still expect her to follow certain conventions, even though she's far removed from the society at large. She has a peculiar way of expressing herself and it's like her Japanese fans are unable to accept certain things about her persona, her "otherness."

^ This is one of the best posts I have seen this week here, I agree with every single word

Well, I don't know what those fans tweeted to her. If they were disrespectful she has every right to block those people. I was referring to her post afterwards, where she criticized people for jumping to conclusions.
She uses twitter as some kind of personal diary. If she wants to she can do that. A lot of times she seems to share her personal mood with people through some cryptic posts. And if she does that she has to expect that people speculate about the reason why she felt in the mood for tweeting cryptic stuff. What else are fans supposed to do? Ignore her tweets and don't react at all?

It's weird because her 'otherness' is what I consider to have made her a hit in the first place (in the way she expressed that with her honest lyrics)

Divorce drama, huh? I'm facepalming so hard here now. Just because she writes something like "I hate you" or "bye bye my love" doesn't mean there's a divorce coming up. This fandom never fails to amuse me with these weird theories of theirs, lol. There was a time in June where I saw one fan talking how Sayonara's lyrics are a obvious hint to a upcoming divorce. I told that person it's not true but I had to say it about 6 times before this person believed me. I honestly don't think she's going to divorce him anytime soon. :'D

I think her fans just aren't used to getting this unfiltered Ayu via social media in general.

When I saw the cryptic tweet, I figured it was going to end up in drama like this. She probably should have followed up a bit faster with her 'ending' though, since people are VERY quick to jump to conclusions if a bit of time goes by before another update, so it is partially on Ayu too. Wonder if she's just gonna stop posting somewhat personal things on Twitter for a while due to situations like this.

some people are doing the most. bye bye my love is clearly because he's going back to LA or they won't see each other for a bit. I don't get "divorce" from it at all. TAKE A XANAX, CALM DOWNNNNN.

People have been wondering where he was for a while, so they were likely just looking for a reason to say something related to him. Even here we have had people circulating divorce rumors even though there wasn't really any reason to suspect that.

I think she is more connected with herself than before. Like she said in an interview last time. First she thought she kept evolving and was focussing on personal growth, but now she noticed after all those years that it's just the same her. That makes her be herself more than ever.

Well I read some of those tweets and the one I read were really rude. The words they use... And when they got blocked hell broke loose...

This!!! One of the best posts ever!!! It's not only to do with the Japanese fans. It's to do with the group culture. People don't respect you not see you as an individual. You have to be part of the group. And if you are not, you get bullied.

You have got some valid points in there, but speculating the worst is a step going too far.
She could say anything, but that does not mean she bases it on true life stories. There is an huge difference between assumig she may refer to new lyrics or is acting a bit immature, than claim she is referring towards a divorce in all seriousness.

Ayu is poetic and loves to remain mysterious. Vague descriptions are her thing. Or does everybody except me understand her lyrics always so clearly?

Come on people who guessed the worst.

Well, what can I say? Her private life's always a mess.

Personally I can't stand her cryptic posts, I find them immature as fuck and I'm damm fucking annyoed by them and a lot of times I feel ashamed for her. Sorry, but that's how I feel about everyone who makes such posts.
I did not assume anything after her posts because I get the feeling she just wants some attention from people who are close to her when she writes something like "I hate you..." so that those people will text her "oh what's wrong honey? Are you ok?". But in the past she did make some cryptic posts to announce breakups afterwards. So it's no wonder that people think after "I hate you" and "byebye my love" she could have broken up. They assume it because it's exactly how she behaved in the past.
And in all honesty: I admire her as an artists, but I don't want or need to know what's going on in her head every minute. She is not my best friend she's the artist I admire since 11 years and I don't want that to be destroyed by her non existend social media skills. There is a difference between being poetic and personal in lyrics or writing cryptic stuff on twitter without any context that in the end comes across as a post a teen would make to get some attention.
I mean, other artists post stuff like backstage videos, photos together with friends or their pets and that's it and never something too personal. It seems for me that Ayu never learned how to interact with social media in the way a big popstar should use it to communicate with fans. She's posting stuff since years now that led from drama to drama. Sometimes she posts stuff that you also shouldn't post when you're a nobody because your 500 facebook friends would see it and it would be emberassing.
Sorry, but like I said, I admire her as an artist and I would like it to stay this way. I don't want to roll my eyes over posts like "I hate you" every week and be annoyed by her as a person. It's her personal life and I NEVER was interested in it. She could divorce 20 times and I wouldn't care. But I just don't want that too personal stuff shoved into my face. I'm interested in the artist Hamasaki Ayumi and not in her private life that belongs to her since we're not friends.

I pretty much agree with you. I forgive her all her mistakes and messes because of her amazing music. Although it's still hard to get over her lies about not being able to live in United states with Manny when the next thing she does is living there with Tyson. And when she used Manny's photo in Return road PV.... The list goes on of course, but her music is above all of that.

^But she can never say that she wasn't true to herself. She always follows her heart...I guess her heart just was not with Manny.

@Chris85, excuse me? Lies? What lies? That is a bold accusation you made there.

Well, I guess we have different point of views on this. To me she never lied to us about living in the US with Mannie. I really trust her in saying that it was not the right time. She was not happy, she felt like she was leaving her home country in the cold. Like Pieces_Of_SEVEN said, she was following her heart. Ayu is in a different place with Tyson. So, I assume this time is finally 'right' for her.

@Chibi-Chan, yeah well... turns out she will always be little Miss understood. It shows that people never stop caring about her, so maybe she needed the attention. But even so, implying the worst can be really annoying, so I totally feel her when she said that people jumped into conclusions too quickly. Of course, I agree with you that she kinda did this to herself with those cryptic messages, but still.

I really believe that Ayu fears her fans don't trust her love life by looking at her past relationships / or that she knows that most of them don't agree with it for whatever reason. I cannot speak for her, but it just comes over like that. She acted so damn defensive. What I mean to say is that it is not only those cryptic messages that made people think like that. This was the last straw.

I will just add that people should criticize themselves before criticizing others (including ayu), a thing people definitely don't do or see.

I get that the cryptic and "scandelous" stuff she does might come off as annoying, but she doesn't do these things with the purpose of doing something wrong, it just comes off that way since it's the easiest. It's just easy to plainly judge and criticize her. I don't think it's right though.

Walk was just about it and I totally can relate to it.

JpopAsia knows how to make it sound worse: http://www.jpopasia.com/news/ayumi-h...rs::18509.html

^Anything to get clicks. At most, I bet they had a spat and then made up. It's what couples do.

Ayu draws the unwanted attention herself too, we can't deny her part

I do agree that she should just post some fun pictures like attending event or just random shits. But not those drawing attention kind. People as famous as Beyonce can just post a freaking picture of a beach without any caption and still get attention. So ya it's annoying sometimes.

It's like posting a random sentence like "This could be us but you fucked up"

^ cuuuuute!

Is that timmy?? he looks goooooood. ayu looks adorable :)

I can't accept the fact that Ayu is 37 years old. She looks so young. :D

I love seeing Timmy without the 27 pounds of make-up. He is sooo cute. And Ayu looks so adorable as well! :luv2

Ayu has such beautiful eyes.

I wish Ayu made Timmy more toned down in his image. He looked great when he was part of the chorus in POWER of MUSIC and also the recent A Song is born perf in Music Station. Granted, those performances required a toned down look, but I wish he wasn't made to stick out like a sore thumb all the time.

She deleted 2 tweets... http://i.imgur.com/pRry6EN.pnghttp://i.imgur.com/pRry6EN.pnghttp://i.imgur.com/pRry6EN.png

me too!

and ayu~~ 37 years old and still like in her 20s or at least mid 20s

https://scontent-gru1-1.xx.fbcdn.net...cf&oe=56BA0394

Ayu with subaru-sama? I don't understand.
MV again? O.o

i think they just hang out?
the pic with subaru is similar to the one with timmy.

ayu's look here is hamster from Sparkle PV

What's she doing with her Twitter http://i.imgur.com/72jL6mO.pnghttp://i.imgur.com/72jL6mO.pnghttp://i.imgur.com/72jL6mO.png

Her Twitter seems like it's getting a bit of an overhaul. kanariya avatar and no location/'Somewhere in this world' or w/e, instead saying ayumi hamasaki OFFICIAL TWITTER. She had it as the one with her dog for a while... then it changed to the I hate you... image for a day or two, and now it's kanariya.

All tweets from the last month are also gone. I'm getting worried.

EDIT: More tweets are gone. All of September is deleted as is most of August. Looks as though she is going through and completely cleaning out the Twitter at this very moment. Ayu is having a Twitter meltdown. -sigh- I guess she is not going to be using Twitter for a while.

Did she say anything before she started to get rid of everything?

I'm guessing we probably need to look to kanariya's lyrics to see what she's feeling right now.

She started deleting things again. I wonder just when she's going to stop and what triggered this.

I can't access to her Twitter in China, b'coz they blocked >_<

I'm really worried. I hope everything is okay. Tweets are now deleted up to May.

At this rate, all of 2015's tweets will be gone in a few minutes. Not 100% sure but it seems like she wants to keep the account but get rid of every single tweet.

I'm worried and desperately want to know what's going on...

F5 F5 F5 :gun :gun

She is deleting 15k Tweets :gun

It´s the end of an era /=

A little eerie that the Twitter thread basically ends on #37 when Ayu herself just turned 37 but it was a good run.

anyone has the collection of photos from ayu's twitter?