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I don't know why ...
21-01-2009 No. 409 ... ... 1.50 PM

... since this morning, "Secret"'s been playing in a loop in my head.

I wonder why.

So, there are days like that, huh?

Come on, today is also a day that illuminates your faces with a big smile!

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Secret
No 410...21-10-2009...7.01 PM

I turned my eyes away from the girls I passed by
Because they looked dazzling to me
They had free wings like an innocent child

Even if I search for a light place over the darkness
Spreading the only wing left for me
I can't reach the truth alone

How am I viewed
In your eyes from your place?
Please laugh away
These days of mine filled with false things
Before it's too late

Even when I get tired of flying, I don't even have courage to rest my wing
If I could have a wish come true
Take me away from here, please

I'm still here and have been searching as before
For a place I can fit in
I heartily wish
This feeling could reach you at least
I want nothing else

Japanese translation : Incognito@AyuAngel.com
English translation with the help of rikku411 (thanks a lot)
Secret's lyrics by masa

(so many people this time îoî)

I wonder why she wrote the lyrics there? o.o"

^
I think Ayu wants to use lyrics to represent what she thinks.

Hehe, I find it... Well, I don't know what the word is. I love it when artists get their own songs stuck in their head. :P

Thanks for the messages!

(edit: Who knows if it's for a reason or it's just because that's the song in her head? :P)

It's a great ballad!
Maybe this song fitted that day for her =D

Haha wow she can recall all the lyrics just like that. Or did she use references? Lmao. It's funny how she can remember perfectly in front of her PC but sometimes not during lives xD.

^ LOL !! IT;s soo funny when she forgets though!

Thanks for sharing!

Everbody knows she forgets on purpose!

Secret was stuck in my head once... it was rather weird because at that point I've only heard it twice.

Secret ^^ I love this song, her live performance in AT08 is one of my favorites, she sings the song with real emotion~~ she should include it in the tracklist of ARENA TOUR 2009 :)

thanks for sharing! [btw, where's Deli?]

she's so cute, writing a whole post about the song that's stuck in her head. nevertheless, a good one.

hehe cool thing. didn't expect that one xD

AT08? Are you sure you don't mean AT07?

yesh sorry:rolleyes AT07 :yes

Lol it's all good! It would have been awesome if she sang it in AT08! Who knows, maybe it's stuck in her head because she's going to sing it at AT09!

GAH! SECRET! is absolutely AMAZING! i would wish for it to be stuck in my head too! :hi5

I really hope so. :yes
I love Secret. *see title*
I wasn't sure how Ayu herself felt about it, but I guess these posts prove it must have a special meaning to her too.

i think she has a secret...hahaha

...hmm, maybe this is a hint for something. I wonder if it has anything to do with the new promotions.

Probably not though.

Maybe the lyrics written are from RULE???

^I believe those are Secret's lyrics...
Thanks for the translation~

I find it funny how she has her own song stuck in her head.

She has Secret stuck in her head because its a great song. XD

I bet she checked masa's lyrics in AHS while she was posting this message... ahahaha! But hmm it's quite a sad song actually... is she feeling down?

haha yeah. I always seem to think artists never listen to their own songs.

Secret
 

Surely something she came across must have triggered such a reaction.

In the beginning, she almost chastises herself for putting Secret on "repeat" mode that day.

She has absolutely no idea why she's feeling that way and tries to shock herself out of it.

She says

"Come on, today is also a day that illuminates your faces with a big smile! "


Apparantly she's not too successful as she later quotes the lyrics of the entire song in her next post.

I think she'd be better off packing the day's memories and dropping them off at the deep end to watch them disappear.

At least we learn another "quote" from her today ..

"So, there are days like that, huh?" - Ayumi Hamasaki

eh why suddenly she's in a Secret vibe mode ?

weird

nicee
she should sing Secret in AT 2009 then :D


thanks!!

strange Ayu %)

O.O...kinda random..but whoa.

Umm, is she kind of sad or something??
or maybe there is a 'girl' like in the lyric that day??

10x :P secret is a realy nice song ^^

Thanks for the translations!

Nice song.. Does that mean Ayu has a secret or smth? hahaz.

it so obvious. the song was reminded especially in the period when ayu is preparing for her AT 2009, means that this song is most probably be included in her setlist!

^Hehe maybe she does. Or probably, she just thinks that Secret really tells her emotions for the moment.

At first I thought it was Pride lyrics xDDD

OMG O__O before I read this message, Secret was playing in my head too for some hours now O.O
I love htis song. Amazing lyrics and amazing mellody. She should sing that song more in concerts. ^^
Thank you for translating ^^

I'm wondering what's going on in Ayu's mind?
I think it's really great she keeps on posting these wonderful and interesting posties.

I'm listening to secret now.... so how many of you did too after reading her post? ;)

thanks for all the translations you did! ..so far ^^

^ I was actually just humming secret before reading this hahaha I'm going to ge listen to it now :)

i love the song Secrat, its just so plaintive and smooth...

Secret.. I love this song :3

Uhm, the lyrics are from an her song.. or is a new one? °A° lol I don't remember her whole lyrics

Beautiful song :heart

Maybe it's a signal for her to put Secret in AT09 tracklist, lol!
By the way, I'd love if she puts Endless Sorrow too... she doesnt sing it since CDL 05-06...

copy - paste
i doubt she just typed everything down again, would she have the time for that?

seemed like just one of those days : / . sanks for sharing~.

haha AYU is being random again :D
i wonder what is she up to now~

thanks for sharing!

Probably she has a secret to tell but it's secret.

^Well as she said in that CNN interview, everyone has a Secret, and if you tell it, then it's not a Secret anymore...:P
I'd love for her to sing it at AT '09! That would be total greatness!