that mini break down during the AT07?
 

um, i was searching this thread and i found nothing so i am asking..

what happened to ayu when she cried during the AT07, in her dressing room.. while she was on her way to SURREAL?

aww... poor her.... really.... the pressure could've kill you... thanks~

high pressure and distress can really kill a person..hope Avex staff uses to be more careful with her now (but I don't believe so)

i don't think that she will go and kill someone?

^ They meant stress and high pressure could kill Ayu (not that Ayu would go off and kill someone because of the pressure).

I'm glad they changed the costume change after that. Poor Ayu made my heart break then :(

when you say "break inside her" is that literal? like an organ or limb or something?
or like she was about to break down?

^oh i see. >_<
i could imagine. she works so hard to make her fans happy.
she must be under pressure×1OOO.

Ayu need some rest. No need to quit as a singer but take some months to rest and do nothing. Maybe for a holiday to overseas.

She said she could feel her heart break, and couldn't stop the tears.

But when she got on stage, all she could do was smile and sing, because she enjoys being with her audience and she simply couldn't cry anymore.

I was shocked by how the staff was yelling at her, but I guess it was for the show's sake. In the performance you can see her adjusting her ear-buds though, since she didn't have the time to put them well in.

^ her staff was yelling at her?????

:O how dare they yell at poor ayu! :wtf

^ yea... ayu was kinda doing the job you know... to entertain us~

This happens... and the staff wasn't wrong...
A good staff is payed among other things, to push the artist when it's needed

Oh so thats why she cried. I thought it was because she got burnt with the curling iron..........poor Ayu being yelled at.

everyone want the best for the concert. poor ayu

The staff always yells, just so everyone can hear.

"THERE ARE 15 SECONDS LEFT. HELLO!?! 10 SECONDS!!!"

True.

For those who requested here is the vid of ayu's breakdown

thanks i never seent his video before

she got burnt from the iron?

thank you luna7996 for the link<3

I thought she got burnt from the iron too. That's what it looked like. In the end I think it was just a nervous breakdown. That happened to be the very first leg of the tour at Saitama; perhaps she thought they did not have enough time to prepare to their fullest and she was having her doubts/reservations about how good a performance they were giving. It could also have been that she was extremely stressed out up until that point but had no way of letting it out because she had no time to cry during rehearsals; I guess this isn't good because that means some kind of stimulus would trigger it to come out all at once...like the anxiety of having to go through a costume change in a very short time period. This was one of her largest scale tours after all, made bigger by the fact that it would have stops in Asia.

I'm sure she is very grateful to her staff that they opened her eyes when they did because she really would have regretted botching that performance later on. It was her staff that prevented this from happening. They weren't being mean to her. I think they did the right thing in making her realize she had a job to do and so did they.

EXACTLY.

She didn't cry because they were yelling. She didn't cry because she got burned. She was crying because she was stressed and too rushed. They couldn't get her dressed comfortably in enough time between songs with that huge head dress thing, so after that, they decided to not put the head dress on until LATER so they would have plenty of time to dress her and they wouldn't have to stress out about it anymore.