Reading tis makes me feel like reliving that team message A WORLD thing, you know, to show our support GO AYU T____T

That was a really heartbreaking message to read :(
It's extremely hard to lose people close to you.

...
wow
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Im speechless!
That was a reaaaally strong message. And Im so happy that she shared it with us! Thank you Ayu. Youre such a beautiful person, in mind and reality.

"Naturally, with everyone who came to the venue and even with everyone who just watched on TV, I had the best & most amazing time on the 30th and 31st, and, this is an absolute fact, I was really happy."
Im also very glad that I could be with you during the CDL and cheer you on!! I will never forgett this.

Thank you and we all will always cheer you on!

~ ~ Ganbatte Ayu ~ ~
Ayu is so strong. She is real singer. No, she is wonderful person. I love you , Ayu.

I wasn't exptecting this kinda of message lol.


Anyways, i was moved reading this. Keep strong x.x

Ayu.....
shinpai shinaide!!!Zutto soba ni iru kara!!!

i think it took ayu a lot of courage to write something to honest as if nothing happened. I am touched. really.

Awww =\.

My girl's strong, that's my girl!!!
She will always get the best fans ever ^_^.

I wish ayu good luck with the yoyogi last dates (today and tomorrow) and in China and Taiwan!

awwwwwwwwww!! ^^ i wanted to cry just reading it ^^
ganbatte, Ayu! I will be there to support you tomorrow!!! ^^

so that was what Ayu wanted to tell us!

that was relli nice!!!

thanks so much for the translation!

Seems like this explains everything. The tears, appearance of not wanting to be on stage..

I think as a performer, Ayu has risen to the occasion countless times under extreme odds. She should really be recognized for being so strong... :[

i hope someone can ebglish sub the backstage of this CDL.

i still wonder how her friend died though.

It'a touching message, that make me very sad maybe I'll cry (I tend to keep these feeling inside me >_<')
But at the same time I'm so happy of her strengh. We are all for you Ayu! We are your left ears!
GANBATTE!

huhu. this message is so sad.... you have done the best for us ayu

thank you for sharing. Ayu is so strong!! Ganbatte!!!!

ayu is one brave woman and we should be happy for her. :)

Thanks for posting!

Oh my.. that is one long and sad msg I have read from Ayu!!

Thanks for saying "Keep on singing", Ayu!

We will definitely be ur left ear and support u forever! We shall be strong together! =D

It's so inspiring... she has so much pressure on her, everyone's expecting a lot form her... but she's so strong. I'm glad she wrote it, it's always important to be honest and sincere with yourself and your feelings, only then you can truly move on...

It's so sad and so deep.
But we will always support Ayu no matter what.

Wow... what a deep and beautiful message. Even though it's full of sadness, I loved reading it. I love when Ayu writes serious entries like this.