TA Message 234
Tearjerker!!!
Translation by Delirium-Zer0 @ ayu-mi-x.com Quote:
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aw :(
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It's so sad.It almost made me cry.We will always be with you Ayu.
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thank you ayu...
thank you... you really inspiring person... thank you for keep on singing thank you... maybe its the longest message, that she ever write...(from what i know...) my heart feel so sad while read it but its really give me motivation to go on... thank you ayu... arigatou... |
thanks a lot for the news, wow Ayu is so strong! I wish her the best!
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Translation was crap but that's the jist of it.
These two last dates will be meaningful. |
thanks
she is such a courageous and strong woman so sad when reading her msg :( |
Poor Ayu...but I know she'll rise again, because she is strong!!!
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thanks for the msg...her words brought tears to my eyes...
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i can feel that shes hiding a lot of things...but at the same time,shes strong enough that shes going one step by one step...and not thinking too much about whats going to happen next and only focus on wats goin to happen tml..ayu pls continue to stay strong!
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thank you for that :) i really liked this message because it was very telling of ayu's life...she does do a whoooole lot :-\
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Hm.
Good message. I'm glad she was able to take the horrible past year and turn this year--her 10th anniversary year, no less--into something positive. |
I remember hearing a rumour that her mom died...I guess this just proves it wrong.
Anyways I was a bit sad reading that msg but seeing how strong Ayu is made me feel sorta good. I'm happy for her :) |
Whoa, what a personal message this time.
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she's, like.. the greatest sinnger I've ever known U_U
I love ayu so much ^^ Keep Fighting ayu !!! so no news about her new single or maybe she wanna give us a surprise, maybe not,,,, |
That took me quite awhile to finish. Wow. I love that message. Ayu. If only you could see the support over here! Ganbatte, Ayu!
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no wonder her mood seem so down during CDL....i'm glad that ayu is stronger now, i was cryin when i read this, it's bad coming back and knowing you friend pass away when you aren't there.....
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YES WE WILL BE YOUR LEFT EAR
AYU GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO~~~~~~~~~ |
That was really deep, sad and beautiful at the same time
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That was a very beautiful message.
Thanks for sharing. |
wow... she is a very strong woman indeed :)
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Ayu's the best!
she's always so strong. such a great inspiration |
T__T abit sad..
BUT AYU ! u can make it ! u've already proven urself to us that u can do it ! continue to ganbatte and stay healthy ! :) WE, ALL THE AHS fans will support you all the way mentally and physically ! :) all the best ayu chan !~ |
So touching. All of this being said, I'm looking forward to some good material AYU! :D
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t.t that was pretty sad :(
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that was so sad...:( too many things happened last year. Thank you ayu for putting on such a awesome cdl show despite of all the stuff happened to you at that time. cdl 07-08 is my fav cdl out of all the previous ones. GANBATTE!
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That's so sad
thanks for sharing |
Ayu is a strong human being, with anxieties like everybody else...
This message reminds me of the concept of BIG FISH, by Tim Burton. Once you are not afraid of death anymore, like the protagonist in BIG FISH, Edward Bloom, who sees at the beginning of the film how he is going to die, you become stronger and stronger, you are not afraid of anything, and you do everything you want, because you know when and how you will die, and while you do not experience what you saw in that vision, you keep living, no matter what, even if you make very very risky things... Ayu is conscious that one day she may lose her hearing. However, that time has not come yet, and she keeps fighting everyday to offer her best, to share the best of her. And of course, we should not forget the power of her fans, she is really lucky to have that, not everybody has that kind of support in hard times. |
i can just bow here :) That's the spirit! Keep it on ;)
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aww poor ayu. i know how it feels when u lost a dear person:(
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Wow, such a long message. It was so sad, yet so inspiring. Its posts like these that remind me why I became such a huge fan of hers.
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Does anyone know who is aneki? o.o
But what a wonderful honest msg. Amazing singer and human being she is. |
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Woooow... how I love her!!!!
I really love when the big stars shows that kind of image (how can I say it...?) yes, when she show her pure feelings teling us that she's a human after all... she's so brave and am so proud of her every day, because she is a strong woman who loves all the things that she make! I LOVE YOU AYU!!! |
She's amazing.
Love her more than ever!!! Go AYU!!! |
thanks for sharing
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oh wow, Ayu really is an inspiration
Felt kinda teary reading that... "From the day I decided that, I made a vow never again to complain or make any excuses." - that really stuck out to me |
i can feel how frustrated it must be for her that her left ear isn't working and that she won't be able to sing like she used to. she's one strong woman. she's accepting the fact that her vocals are going downhill and she's happy around the people she's with. she's absolutely inspiring.
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thanks for sharing, she's such a strong person.
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Ayu is very THE BEST. She is strong and sensitive. I think we isn't her fans but her friends because she open us her heart. Thanks Ayu. We are with you forever. We will follow you everywhere because we love you truly.
thanks for translation^^ |
Reading tis makes me feel like reliving that team message A WORLD thing, you know, to show our support GO AYU T____T
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That was a really heartbreaking message to read :(
It's extremely hard to lose people close to you. |
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wow ... Im speechless! That was a reaaaally strong message. And Im so happy that she shared it with us! Thank you Ayu. Youre such a beautiful person, in mind and reality. "Naturally, with everyone who came to the venue and even with everyone who just watched on TV, I had the best & most amazing time on the 30th and 31st, and, this is an absolute fact, I was really happy." Im also very glad that I could be with you during the CDL and cheer you on!! I will never forgett this. Thank you and we all will always cheer you on! |
~ ~ Ganbatte Ayu ~ ~
Ayu is so strong. She is real singer. No, she is wonderful person. I love you , Ayu. |
I wasn't exptecting this kinda of message lol.
Anyways, i was moved reading this. Keep strong x.x |
Ayu.....
shinpai shinaide!!!Zutto soba ni iru kara!!! |
i think it took ayu a lot of courage to write something to honest as if nothing happened. I am touched. really.
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Awww =\.
My girl's strong, that's my girl!!! She will always get the best fans ever ^_^. I wish ayu good luck with the yoyogi last dates (today and tomorrow) and in China and Taiwan! |
awwwwwwwwww!! ^^ i wanted to cry just reading it ^^
ganbatte, Ayu! I will be there to support you tomorrow!!! ^^ |
so that was what Ayu wanted to tell us!
that was relli nice!!! thanks so much for the translation! |
Seems like this explains everything. The tears, appearance of not wanting to be on stage..
I think as a performer, Ayu has risen to the occasion countless times under extreme odds. She should really be recognized for being so strong... :[ |
i hope someone can ebglish sub the backstage of this CDL.
i still wonder how her friend died though. |
It'a touching message, that make me very sad maybe I'll cry (I tend to keep these feeling inside me >_<')
But at the same time I'm so happy of her strengh. We are all for you Ayu! We are your left ears! GANBATTE! |
huhu. this message is so sad.... you have done the best for us ayu
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thank you for sharing. Ayu is so strong!! Ganbatte!!!!
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ayu is one brave woman and we should be happy for her. :)
Thanks for posting! |
Oh my.. that is one long and sad msg I have read from Ayu!!
Thanks for saying "Keep on singing", Ayu! We will definitely be ur left ear and support u forever! We shall be strong together! =D |
It's so inspiring... she has so much pressure on her, everyone's expecting a lot form her... but she's so strong. I'm glad she wrote it, it's always important to be honest and sincere with yourself and your feelings, only then you can truly move on...
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It's so sad and so deep.
But we will always support Ayu no matter what. |
Wow... what a deep and beautiful message. Even though it's full of sadness, I loved reading it. I love when Ayu writes serious entries like this.
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Awwww... she made a tears in my eyes.
That was her longest message she typed for us. I know now who is the person she mentioned on the GUILTY album. Thanks for sharing. :) |
im very touched...
its a really awesome message... I knew I felt something was not quite right during CDL0708...Ayu was holding back a lot of...i dunno how to explain but it was my gut feeling...And i guess, she also know that some people realized... so sad for her...BUT OUR AYU IS STRONG!!!..And i admire her even more now |
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she is so strong ...
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i admire her a lot...
she deserves all the best! |
Wow, this was a really great post from Ayu! I almost started crying and had I just not woken up and my parents be in the room I would have let the tears flow, ha ha. I am so very proud of Ayu and I always knew that she loved us so much; I completely got that from her when she sang to me at the concert!
I think this message explains a lot about the GUILTY album. It's a great album, but somehow it seems there isn't a lot of emotion in it. Kind of like a numbing emotion, like how she said she pushed on without really knowing how to feel. |
I feel sad now
her message is sad but at the same time...inspiring because she's so strong she proved us that she was human she had a really big year, and she remained so strong even if she was depressed at a certain time what can I say more than that, except that.. I am so proud of being her fan and supporting her everyday it took her a lot of courage, I think, to tell us this, to show us her real feelings to tell us how she was feeling and what has been going on in the past months she's inspiring and I'm proud to be her fan Ayu, I'll be a part of your left ear forever and thank you for being so honest with your fans |
It's a sad yet hopeful message, always how Ayu is. I'm glad she's finally able to talk about her friend's death publicly. It has been over six months, and even though nobody really full "gets over" a death of a loved one, I'm sure Ayu has healed a little since then.
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I've read the message again and then I realize how Ayu was so devastated to this personal trageddy she have experienced.
I know its very hard for her to recover into it but I know, wounds will heal when time pass-by. And its very inspiring that her fans was her "new left ear" which is very heart-warming message for me as a fan. |
who is aneki?
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^ Aneki is "Big Sis" or "best friend" in Japanese(I think).
Its either Ayu's bestfriend or closest friend. |
So beautiful and sad message. I love you, Ayu!
Mm. I'm going to read that message again. |
I never would've imagined her writing something so personal, but I'm glad she did this message, that way her fans can understand that she struggles like anyone else. She's such an inspiration. :cry
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Wow... that was a very nice message eventhough it was sad, I'm glad Ayu remains to stay strong. ^_^
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I almost cried while reading that.
I love you, Ayu! |
I think it's really quite admirable how Ayu can still go on doing a concert and stuff when in this state of mind..
I mean, can you imagine being told that one of your best friends died... and then having to be videotaped for a DVD documentary / concert.. I really cannot imagine how she coped with it during that time.. |
I think it's good that Ayumi let all of those feelings come a little bit out. There's never any use in keeping these big things to yourself when there are people worrying about you.
Again, I'm just really amazed by her willpower and her determination. She has so much of those two qualities, it's just unbelievable. There's nothing that can stop Hamasaki Ayumi, it seems. |
that's really a inspiring message!! ayu is really a strong person. I don't think i can handle those problems if i was ayu. i'm proud of being ayu's fan. i'll always support you ayu!!!!!
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this is so sad, but thx god she's positve thinking about that
i'm glad to hear that she's so postive minded now go ayu! go for the yoyogi performance! |
That was a really sad message... Ive never known any celebrity to open up to her fans like Ayu just did. I believe her Aneki is Natsuki, and obviously untitled ~for her~ was written just for her. Im still kinda confused about her left ear though. She said her hearing has gotten better since she first found out about it.
Does that mean some of her hearing has returned to that ear? |
thanks for sharing. ayu has such amazing strength that anything it possible when it comes to her
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Ayu.. you made me cry *snuggles*
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I just wanted to keep on reading and reading, to know more about ayu's inner feelings. Thanks for sharing.
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awwww.....it's so....awwww....
I'll always be one of Ayu's many left ears, until the end :) |
this is a very sad message from ayu :weep
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So touching, Ayu is a great singer, the best, even a better person, she's very strong and has this positive feeling, she's so special to me and for that i wish see her some day in concert to give back all my soul... we will be her left ear forever, we will be with u forever and we will love u always !!
Wish her ALL THE BEST, she deserves ALL THE BEST in this World always. With AYU until the end of time !! Thanks for being so HUMAN, you're the ONE... |
WOW....that was a very serious and sad post from Ayu. I could feel the tears building up in my eyes as I read her message. I know now more than ever that I am very VERY proud to call myself her fan. She has been such an inspiration to me. I will be your left ear Ayu!
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I really have to admire and be proud of Ayu. She's gone through so much, and she still hangs in there. She makes me so happy. ^^
We love you, Ayu! Thank you! |
Aww.
That was very sad, but still so nice :weep |
such a beautiful message
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I definitely cried!
AYU!!! we are here for you!!!!! always and forever! |
drive your dream and go hard ayu!
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I'll just thank you for posting this, because I seriously can't begin to think of words that describe how I feel about what she wrote ;_;
But, I can say I'm happy Ayu was able to get through all the crap that happened in 2007. Let's make this year a celebration! |
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girlfriend has too much stress, but she won't take a much needed vacation TT__________TT |
Wow, huge message. O_O First of all, Thanks a lot Deli for the translation (and Happy Birthday!!)
That's really an insightful one. And people keep on saying ayu should take a break, when her work is actually what is giving her strength to not break down. I'm glad she has found a way to bear all those problems! |
"tsuyoku naritai to negatta no wa
itami ni nibuku naru tame jyanai" (ANGEL'S SONG) |
awww, what a heartfelt message! Ayu's a very strong & inspiring person. :)
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I'm such a sap, I teared up so many times while reading this latest message. My heart actually contracted a little when I saw so many responses to this TA Message - I was wondering if something scary (or scandalous!) had happened.
What can I say that hasn't already been said by you lovely people? Ayu is strong, but even the word strong doesn't seem to characterize her. She endures and that, I can say honestly here, is what I love about her as a person (from what very very little I guess about her as a person) and her as a musician. She inspires me, again and again, and reading messages like this, hearing how much she loves her fans and loves the, well, love that we all bring her gives me hope that she'll have the strength to pull through. And if she can, well, that gives me the courage to do so, too. I KNEW there was something wrong at CDL. My heart was breaking, having to watch her be on stage and perform, all the while she was bursting into tears or her voice would fail her - it was painful and uncomfortable, as if I were watching something indecent. It's frustrating having to watch someone you admire be in that state and not be able to say or do anything for them... but just knowing that I support Ayu and that I'm so proud to be her fan and so happy that she's making music for us and working so hard for us all makes me feel like that support does some good. Clearly it does Ayu a lot of good. We'll always support you, Ayu <3 And we'll sing twice as loud so you can hear us. |
I think I feel sort of ashamed to be an Ayu fan since many fans seemed to dismiss her performance at CDL as a reflection of bad performing and a lack of practice and such. :[
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Y'know, I thought with all the speculation going around at that time (GUILTY's final song, the dedication in the album, the rumor flying around that Ayu's best friend had passed away) that these people would be able to put two and two together to see "Huh, gee, she performed not up to her usual standard because she was going through something horrible in front of thousands of people." I guess I gave such people too much credit, or their intelligence anyway.
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