[Diana]

Great XD I also wrote something.. that loses sence later on..lol have the nerves to read it.

I know it`s too late and that I`m immature. After all this, it appears that we didn`t UNITE! I am… the one who still has that SCAR on my heart! I want you to know Real me, Because of You my life seemed SURREAL. I want to turn the Key, I want to feel Connected to you again! I wanna Fly high again, get away from this Trauma called Endless sorrow. I want it to be Free & Easy, this is the End of the World to me! I don`t know if it was a Duty, I felt Naturally by your side. part of Me is still Close to you! You were always my HONEY. I always thought that I was independent, but Who… oppened my eyes to the future?
SEASONS are going by, I think I`ll NEVER EVER see you again. I`m still walking proud, but I`m not trying to Replace you! I want you to hear my ANGEL`S SONG, I want your forgiveness for WHATEVER I`ve done… There`s No way to say how I feel. Is it HOPE or PAIN? It`s not a HAPPY ENDING…
I want us to meet on July 1st, to tell you my Secret. I was Born to Be… a BLUE BIRD so I can fly to you! This isn`t a fairyland without you! To me, without you, Beautiful day is a rainy day. On Ladies Night they told me to STEP you. But I couldn`t! is this LOVE? Or did you find an alterna?
Tell me please if I (miss)understood. I can`t play this GAME anymore. I feel like a criminal In The Corner of a LABYRINTH! I still wanna have my Pride. I`m finally Startin` to realize that I don`t have the Will to go to HEAVEN without you…without my Dearest, without my JEWEL… Wondering about ourselves, and about that HANABI. until that Day… I`ll remember those Greatful Days! It was that 1 LOVE that changed me, you INSPIRE me… I just hope you are not a Liar! Those CAROLS we sang together… I felt like a Beautilful Fighter.
All that Voyage…is it Over? All those Moments, we weren`t Dolls to you, right? I still feel girlish when I see that teddy bear you gave me. Can`t we start over? I`m still alone… Please, no more words until the Daybreak…