I think Ayu's talking about how awkward it probably feels to talk to Tomoya after all is said and done. She feels guilty for not being able to communicate with him, or answer a simple question like "how are you?" because of the strain it puts on her: there's so many complicated emotions going on inside of her heart that she'd rather him not say anything, she'd rather not see his smile--in a sense she probably just wants him to... leave, I guess. But that's what brings the guilt: he was so important to her and such a big part of her life that she shouldn't want him to get away from her...
I can't believe I'm saying this but it's like Ayumi read my journals/mind and put it into a song...
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"If I do, will you come away with me?"
"Yes."
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