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Yeah I totally agree with InoriNoUta! It's just that ayu has been there for us alllll the time with her lyrics and the way she shows her loyalty to fans, and when bad things come about her one after another, personally, it hurts me a lot because I care a lot about her as a singer and as a person. She's been my idol and person I look up to for years now, and I'm sure it's the same with others who have been longtime fans...so it's okay to cry.
And another thing that hurts is that she wants to continue to do her career, and I understand that losing hearing isn't the end of the world and isn't fatal, but as a singer, if she loses her right ear, it will be devastating because she can't do what she loved to do anymore. Like a soccer player injuring his leg for good, a pianist getting incurable arthritis in their hands, or an artist losing sight.
But on the bright side, she wants to live out the rest of that right ear. It's like having a set of china dishes that you never use because you don't want them to get damaged, but then what's the point of having them, if you don't use them? I love her optimism, even though I disagree to some point. She will truly live on as a legend in Japan, for sure.
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