[hanabiwings]

Because you believe in me strongly, strongly, as if it was a lie

Your arms, your voice, your back are here, the rain strikes my dried ground
I can't do anything like run away, you'll come chasing me wherever
I know it so well I want to cry, I know it...

Onitsuka Chihiro - Memai

I was so shocked to hear such lyrics. It seemed like she was singing to me. It left a major impression on me. I may look at life a little differently after listening to Onitsuka.

Because everyone carries wounds
When gentle kindness soaks in,
It hurts so much
They feel like bursting into tears

I am healed by this lonliness
I don't want to be alone
Since you are here
I can sleep feeling I'm at peace

Hamasaki Ayumi - For My Dear

This one sums up how I have felt for some time now. I don't know if I'd call feeling like this a bad thing. It's just a little sad to look at these lyrics. Maybe really personal. You must understand that ayu's lyrics have really changed the way I view situations in life. Weird? Maybe. But I believe that artists communicate through their art. And sometimes we pick up the signals.

Finally...

I've realized that you're in my heart this much
I love you, and it's funny but I can't seem to say it.

When you're smiling and I'm by your side,
I can be myself
I love you, but I just can't seem to say it.

Kiroro - Nagai Aida

X_X Such a sad song. But a beautiful one. Could hanabiwings be at a loss of words? Perhaps.