I think there's a deeper story to it than Ayu just being "****ty". If you all remember the part about the flowers ... that was fairly symbolic. The man showing her his love, her face was happy and felt the love. Yet in the end she had to turn away from it, because she couldn't leave her life? So to speak ... I'm sure after watching a few more times I'll get it ... but there's more to it than X-Tina's "Dirrty"

Though the white stuff was not very good ... a PV about a prostitute and then them rolling around in white stuff ....