She hasn't really saved me in a way, like, if it weren't for her I would have ended my life long ago. But her lyrics are SO true and unique! I can relate to them and just, gosh, she has saved my life, just in a different way.
I honestly don't think I'd be as good of a writer if it weren't for Ayu. I'm not trying to sound conceited, but I really do think I have a way with words (or an ability to write well) naturally. However, Ayu has certainly inspired me to go beyond what I'm already capable of.