[C+R+E+AYUMI]

Originally Posted by LacusClyne

i would be with my grandma, or rather dead for 8 years already. Ayu saved my life when i was 15 years old.


I was always heavily bullied at school, almost killed by schoolmates, no friends to help/talk. My teachers were horrible, they don't listen to me, they believe those bullies.
I can't talk to my parent either, coz they are those type who would always believe the teacher, they will only see me as a liar if i do talk to them.

Death was on my mind then.

I even wrote a letter(in blood) and was planning to jump down from the 4th level at school on a friday.
Then A Best was release, i bought the album out of curiousity. I'm curious about this jpop star and her well-received lyrics.
Back then, Ayu's Loveappears album had a strong promotion and after that ayu's news was easily found in singapore, and the articles commented on ayu's good lyrics.

so, the first song 'a song for xx' caught my attention completely. I was lost, had no idea what am i living for, and that song wake me up to find my stand, and gave me courage to live.
I'm not a strong person and never will, even now when i'm feeling bad or depress, i'll turn to ayu. She had done so much, being a good role model for everyone. This is a woman whom i'll always treat with respect.

everyone hides inside an endless sorrow..we have to thank everything can give us hope again. I have been very unlucky in my life but Ayu and my passions help going through it and see the light again..

You are a strong person, cause you took the most difficult choice: the choice to keep on living the life given to you. And you must be proud of yourself.