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It seems like she's talking about both the Osaka cancellations and the Shibuya 109 incident. Of course the cancellation of the shows made her upset (they were already set up, and then informed they couldn't perform), and now the FRIDAY magazine incident, in which they probably turned her words around. (I remember the announcement about being deaf in her left ear... she said she wish the press really hadn't gotten as involved with the situation as they had.)

I know Ayu's been talked about being used and talked about and such before, and I'm pretty sure she said the only way she can truly say what she wants is in her lyrics (of course, she sometimes does it in her blog, too).

Poor Ayu