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I was born alone and would live alone
I thought it was certainly natural for me to live in such a way
--A Song for XX
Please let me be alone
I want to escape to a place where no one knows me
Even if I'm blamed for being wrong
I can't bear any more, I don't need tomorrow
--POWDER SNOW
And I walk on
I try to walk alone
So that I can light my way
Without you
--End roll
I saw the end of an era
Certainly with my own eyes
But I didn't want to know
It was my turn next
--Duty
Please stare at my eyes and call my name
Please hold my hand and say it's all right
Otherwise, I don't think I can walk on
If it's a lie, please keep on telling it to the end at least
--I am...
And I hid my tears
Though I knew
We would never be as we were
I parted from you waving my hand and saying, "See you again"
I parted from you as usual
--Over
The wind has already become cold
Laughing voices make the air white
It may be because of the winter
That I feel like crying for nothing
--Because of You
Even in my age now, I'm the same as before
As timid as before
I only learn how to pretend to be strong
--No way to say
The sorrow I had thought to be endless came to an end
The season has changed, I feel bitterly cold
I will never forget that first day of summer
The sky kept on weeping instead of me this year
I feel as if I were living in the continuation of the dream
And I can't even cry now
--Memorial address
I didn't ask you such an absurd and stupid question as
"Why isn't it me?"
But you looked like a stranger to me
And I just felt you were far away
What should I call such a feeling?
--is this LOVE?
I said to myself "I'm OK"
And showed my usual smile
I was not in desperation
But in a kind of defiance
--(miss)understood
I wonder if I'm so stupid
Just waiting for the time passage
Believing that I'll surely be forgiven some day
--momentum
I'm still here and have been searching as before
For a place I can fit in
I heartily wish
This feeling could reach you at least
I want nothing else
--Secret
However far I escape, I can't have a clean escape
How far does my past chase after me ?
I wonder if my past will catch up with
And pass me before long
--GUILTY
My life definitely fits in with all of these right now.
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