[LacusClyne]

people, before you all start bashing that this TA member is trying to get attention. Are you sure he or she do this for attention?

i doubt so, from ayu's msg.
Read these lines,

'We must not abandon living!!!!!!!!!!
Me, and the members of TA, who are your friends, are by your side!!!
You are not alone!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
We are not leaving you alone!!!!!
So, I must say, please stay alive.
Continue to live.
Yes, there may be in obstacles in life more difficult than others, but do not have it otherwise.'


it looks like this member has lost the hope in living, perhaps illness or too many obstacles in life. To me, i feel that this person felt lonely, perhaps no one by his/her side.

I'm one of those person who almost commit suicide, and i understand this feeling. Commiting suicide is not a prop for attention, it's because we don't have hope living anymore.

Spoiler:

if anyone notice that i'm missing away from the forum since my birthday, i was admit in hospital due to an accident ON MY BIRTHDAY EVE.
All i can say is i had been betray by my friend, and almost got killed, someone tried to push me to the road, i was almost knock down by a car, but luckily it stopped in time.
My dad is already admited in the SAME hospital(i was on my way to visit him), but the first thing he said to me is 'Why don't you watch the traffic before you cross the road!!!' yeah right! as if i knew i'm going to be push to the road!!!!

There was a period again when i feel so tired of living, but i pulled through....it's ayu who saved me again. i had my ipod with me and when i was better on sunday, the first song that pop out was 'a song for xx'. It's the same song that saved me when i was 15 years old, all my memories came back and....well....i told myself, at least there's ayu. Ayu who had been guiding me with her songs, Ayu who is a strong woman for me to learn from.....

This member might also just feel dependent on ayu, so that's why it got posted in TA