I keep laughing on Kotora's post. LOL. You're really extreme.
As far I remember I don't have made something that is crazy as an ayu fan.. But maybe saving my allowance for my next ayu purchase instead of eating during break time. I beg my classmates to treat me a snack and they'll tell me with thoughts of ayu: "you're being insanely-thrifty because of ayu, isn't it?" "You're crazy."