[LacusClyne]

Originally Posted by mobius

@ Lacus: Wow thats a touching story, glad you overcome your struggles. Now I know why your Ayu's collection is so much. My jaw dropped when I saw your post in the Ayu's Collection section.

yup, that's part of the reason why i had a lot of ayu's stuff, considering i had start collecting since 2001, i always put a note at the front, so that other members won't feel so bad, coz i spend years getting them.
While most of the active members now are new fans, mostly are from 2005 onwards, so i don't want to feel like they have to ctach up or anything.

Originally Posted by nemesisyume

I can kinda relate to your story in a few ways lacus.
I tried to commit suicide sometimes... ok I guess that was about all.

just think abot your family, whom had spend their time/love and money raising you, and the thought of suicide won't be so straong anymore. that's what i always remind myself, friend might backstab you, but not your family.

Till now, whenever i feel lost or sad, ayu's songs are just like my chicken soup.
After my dad passed away 2 months ago, i can't stop crying EVERYTIME i heard [Who...], [Memorial Address]. Out of all artists, i find ayu's lyrics closer and like a human who really understand you. No one's lyrics and emotion can ever beat ayu.