I really get the feeling this is about the tour... whether it's not coming together right, or she doesn't want to do it and feels like she has to for her fans, something. I don't really think it has to do with the album, if it does it's indirect (tiredness from recording)
There's incredible strength in this message that I think is being missed. I dunno, I feel proud of her that she can keep stepping forward no matter what, she is such a strong woman