[Brittany]

I truly admire Ayu, not only for her music, but for her talent, music and style and how she expresses her feelings in such a way that it brings tears to our eyes (sometimes).

At school, on my school binder, it's a white, plain binder. But usually, I print out Ayu photos and decorate it, so it's basically describing me -- and who I look up to in this choatic world that is such a mess now.

Ayu is on the front of the binder, and on the back, is her English lyrics to 3 of her songs.

A lot of people assume that I'm a lesbian or I'm bi because I always have Ayu on it.

What's people's problems nowdays?

No one believes in Idolizing or ROLE Models nowdays? Just because I have a famous GIRL singer on my binder, doesn't make me a lesbian. I am straight, and I put Ayu on my binder -- do I need a damn reason to put her as my binder theme everytime I change it?

People nowdays piss me off and it's pretty sad that you have to assume a girl is a lesbian because she puts a girl's photos on her binder. It shows how immature and fast people assume others are of a different sexual orientation.

One of my friends had pictures of Anime (she's a girl too btw) girls because she thought they were cool, on her binder also, a couple years back and people assumed she was a lesbian.

On Friday of last week, this guy I used to talk to quite a lot, came up to me while I was doing my work in History and said,"You are still obessed, aren't you?" I said,"What?" And he replied,"With that girl on your binder." I wanted to seriously sock him in the nose.

This guy at lunch calls me a "Lesbian Pedofile" because I had photos of Aya Matsuura and he claimed that even though she's 17,"She looks 12 so that makes you a pedo."

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