Okay Brittany, don't feel bad for idolizing Ayumi. If people criticize you for it, they probably don't have a freaking clue who she is, and is probably just picking on you because it is easy. Also, sometimes people are just joking around, so don't get too worried about that. At school, I sport my Ayumi binder as well. Maybe it is a little easier for me since I'm a guy and most people find Ayumi attractive/beautiful so I don't know. I also wear her soda tab necklace. I think that is kind of girly, but whatever. Showing my support, haha. It's got a stinkin' heart on it also, that kind of annoys me. But whatever. At school on my workstation for webdesign I have Ayumi as my background and people sometimes ask who they are and I tell them who she is. Most of my friends know I'm one of those psycho Ayumi fans, and sometimes they make fun of me and what not, but who cares? Haha.
If people keep making fun or criticizing you for liking Ayumi, just tell yourself that they are idiots and they don't know anything
