lol Jun Xiang , I blame PMS on my outbursts

& that I should get sleep after posting this
I think it's an age thing or something but to me that time when GUILTY got #2 overall & then now AT09 DVD got #2 on the charts , I was like '... ok so #2 , no big deal'
but obviously other people don't see it in the same light as me & some probably cry me a river on it
it's like making a mountain out of a molehill
these group of people should put themselves in my shoes . A lot of fave artistes that I support especially BREAKERZ , I want them to conquer Oricon but it's not going to happen at all (ie. if DAIGO announced to the whole of Japan that he's getting married/engaged to some girl I know & I will cry bucketloads on that LMAO 8D)
ayumi had & still has it going on in her for 12 long years & counting & they should be appericative of what she has achieved/accomplished from then til now & quit complaining like babies