if SURREAL_RAINBOW was speaking the truth that you had deleted some PMs towards him that were insulting, then err please do not distort facts and act as a victim here. it's just really annoying especially since that kotora drama didn't end well.
more importantly, please give basic respect to yourself and SURREAL_RAINBOW and settle your petty little PM quarrels amongst yourselves or direct this via PM to the moderators. posting it here where everyone can see not only makes us all sick of you, it's not helping in any way either. so yeah, please, stop being a drama queen.