I admire her for her dedication to her gay fans, too. Her passion is one of the things I like about her. But how annoyed would you be if Ayu ran around saying, "THIS IS ALL FOR MY JAPANESE FANS!" Or how ANGRY do you think the Japanese fans would be if she only acknowledged foreign fans most of the time. Yeah it's great that she supports them but there's plenty of other artists who probably do but don't give them constant special treatment. I'd like it more if she said, "I want to become a minister so I can marry my fans on stage, no matter their orientation." I kind of feel out-casted by her most of the time.