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Ayu having no dreams, I think, stems from who she is. She has had many disappointments in her life and she was raised in a rather unorthodox fashion. She had certain expectations and so on when she was young and surely felt the weight of them.
I think when she says "I have no dreams" and says "I am a dream," she is talking about how she tries not to have frivilous aims in life. She doesn't expect anything. She has no expectations for the future, but she has things for which she prays. And, as she said in WE WISH, what you expect and what you wish for are different things.
People have told me that they don't dream anymore after being disappointed. They don't want to get their hopes up anymore. So they pray for things, they wish, they hope. But they haveno expectations because it is too painful
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The sky I lifted my eyes to see was beautiful
My thoughts were of you
If I could face forward strongly, like you would
And I could walk that way...
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