There's too much pression here, sometimes. I remember when I said I would not buying her 50th singles project trilogy, because I preferred buy a pair of shoes instead. Suddenly, the drama

. As much as I love Ayu some things have a priority order and well, I can't wear her CDs as shoes lol.
Unfortunately nobody is rich enough to get every her release, or maybe not the most of us. Because 80% of AHSusers are students.
If you are not able to get an album, don't worry you're not a bad fan. The numbers of CDs on your shelf don't represent your love and respect for an artist.