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I'm sorry Misa darling, you're hurt, and I am really sorry about that. But I still stand by my right to say whatever I want, whenever I want, especially in the presence of people who are close to me.
About your efforts, I never said you didn't put in any, but I did say you didn't do everything, which you didn't, considering, people were still stealing from you, and there were still options you could have taken to protect yourself. You seem to be upset about this all the time, and that to me, is part of why, maybe you need to just be a little more realistic. AHS is the most popular Ayu forum on the net.
And it is not one rant. You have been talking about this issue for a very long time. This is just the most recent one.
In any case, it doesn't really matter about that to me, because, it's not really the point. I have so much love and respect for you Misa, and as I said before, everything you've done here. There is so much that we wouldn't have, if you hadn't been here.
But I'm sorry, this was just one of those times where, I had something on my mind, and I wrote it down, and it probably came off a lot harsher than I felt, but whatever.
I would have felt a lot better if, maybe, your friends had come to me first, or if we all could have talked about it in a different way, and if they still wanted to tell you then whatever. Like I said, these are me and my close friends talking together, our conversations have qualities that, I'm sorry, but, may not always be the nicest.
I always speak completely honestly and plainly when I'm amongst my friends, and nothing is ever going to change that, not even if 100 people are hurt by what I say. I'm sorry.
And don't think that it was something behind your back. I would have easily said it to your face, I just didn't think it was appropriate, here at AHS, especially, as I said, when I had already put in my two cents about this issue, way back when, and you had already determined what you were going to do.
I apologize for hurting you, and believe me, I always know that things have a way of getting out, but I think, this is the real world, and sometimes, you just have to, suck it up, and say "I'm not going to let those people get the best of me because they said a few things today."
I still have a tremendous amount of love and respect for you, though you probably don't feel so great about me anymore, but honestly, this is who I am, and I'd much rather be hated for that, than be loved for something I'm not.
In any case, I am still sad to see you go from AHS, but I hope that all of the people here will still be able to get your services on your private blog, and that it's up and running soon. And I wish you all the best with it.
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And about deleting your friends...I just went through my friends list, and deleted people that, I didn't know as closely. Basically, if I didn't remember their names as soon as I saw them, they went.
It's no offense to your friends, please, but, I'm sort of a private person, and if these people are there, and they don't have a problem with publicizing the things I say or what I post there (especially without consulting me first)....then I have a problem with them. As I said, my facebook is my private place for me and my friends, but mostly for me.
I deleted about 30 AHS members off of my page, I don't know which ones are your friends or not, so, if they got deleted and now they're hurt, I'm sorry, but I think, I'll no longer be adding random people from here I don't know.
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