@emiko: oh I knew what you meant lol I just meant that for me personally, I don't feel like there's any type of relationship between ayu and I. I guess it could be because I just don't like her anymore
And I'm at the forum because I DID like ayu and still do like her older music. Just because I don't worship her every move and don't like her current music doesn't mean I can't still post here. I've made friends here so why would I leave?