When you look at Ayumi Hamasaki, do you see Ayu, the human being, or do you see Ayumi Hamasaki the Entertainer? Is there a grey area?
I have always seen Ayu as a leader. Whenever I feel down, sad, depressed I just need to listen to her songs to make me feel more motivated. If I were to answer to your question, I think I see her as both human being and the Entertainer that really influences our thinking. Ayu always makes me realise (through her songs) the small little things in life that I seldom notice, and her songs, voice, and the emotions sang in the songs, always made me felt that we have a connection. Something like Ayu and I think alike, we have the same perspective when it comes to certain things.
How do you think that affects what you want from what she does? What do you want from her?
Other than the fact that I want to be as beautiful as her, nothing else really affects me. Just like what Ayu believes in: I am always be me. You will always be you. I really want Ayu to sing more songs and perform overseas. Sometimes, I really wanted to see Ayu live in concert, but I am not living near Japan and I don't really have the amount of $$ to travel to Japan to see concert..
Do you think that being so close to Ayu with social media affects your view of her?
I think it does affects my view of her to a certain level. It makes me more possessive of Ayu, like keep on want to know what she is doing now, where is she, etc....
How do you feel about the way other people see Ayu?
Sometimes, I felt really sad when there are negative opinions about Ayu. But as times goes by, I began to slowly accept them. We can't force them, don't we?
Are you a little pig-headed about your opinions?
