[YUKARI]

I was so sad when I read her entry this night befor going off to bed.

well, me too.. I can say that I felt it would end like this. When she released FIVE and I read lyrics to those songs like BRILLANTE and Why? I felt like she was talking about Mannie especially that part of BRILLANTE with "good-bye" in different languages... and when she stopped twitting him and posting their pics... I was never actually interested in her marriage, I tried to avoid this part of her life, because it's her personal life.

And she's still ayu. I can't judge her. I want her to be happy. The only thing I regret is that she doesn't seem to have a baby in near future which I secretly hoped to be born this year or next ~.~

And it seems like she'll come back to her normal way of life and career with a huge promotion, TV appearances, all that stuff we kind of missed last year.

and don't call me senseless, but as long as she created all this media buzz, I hope we'll get news about her new release very-very soon.

Well, life is not over. Let's hope she'll be happy with someone different!