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Originally Posted by AyuWorld
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why you hate her for that? x)
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maybe hate was a strong word to use. I'll admit, ayumi hamasaki is my idol, i see a lot of myself in her lyrics, which is why i will continue to support her no matter what. and i respect her for her lyrics and for lasting as long as she has, even with the decline in sales. i have learned not to have high expectations for her releases. i don't get over excited for her releases like i did before (probably (m)u to NL) but thats when her releases surprise me (like Love songs and LOVE again) . her music always sounds so original to me. she never has two songs that sound alike to me. which is another reason i love her.
what i meant by 'hate her for her brain' is that i love to write songs and it's something i believe i am good at. but i cannot word like she can. and i run the risk of writing after listening to her songs and then my song comes out sounding like a english translation of one of her songs. i just kind of envy her i guess and wish i could write more like her.