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Old 11th June 2014, 11:51 AM
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Originally Posted by Andrenekoi View Post
I just don't understand why you bothering opening this thread if yourself said you aren't a fan anymore...

And I'm not asking it on a "go way" way, I just don't get the point of it...
I ain't a fan, but I do not know how to describe this feeling either, it's just annoying even when I was transiting from a fandom to a non-fan. Maybe some part of me still cares but, I don't know either, let's just say it bugs me, that's all. ROFL.

On a second thought, it's because I experienced her beginning of change even when I was still a fan, and because of these changes I slowly decided to let go of 'my idol'. But eventually it becomes something that just bugs me and I just have to let it off my chest after few years, hoping someone would convince me from her point of view... This would probably be my first and last post after these years here anyway.
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