[primavera♥]

About the part with timmy, I think that really, it's nice that it's still in between images of her alone. Basically everything else in the book. I don't think she needs to be alone the whole time. It actually shows a reality of people coming around and partying with you and using your things, but eventually it's just you.

I also like that she seems happy in some and emotionless in others. I think that dynamic enough can let someone know what she's aiming for. Especially by the time she's like passed out. Also, the fact the that there is beautiful mess everywhere.

The image with the date may be confusing to anyone who isn't really in tune with her career. But I love that. Something more complex while the rest is more obvious or implied. And really, I think some other stuff in ayu's career takes effort to interpret and understand if you're not a serious fan. Like the interpretations some people give to some things that non-fans wouldn't think of because they don't know how ayu is.

Idk, I think there is enough of seemingly happy ayu, and then the lost ayu. Really, the part where she is passed out seals it. And then I think the music is an important part of this because not everyone studies the booklet like that. Once you get to the second part of the album, the darker mood is more clear. If not too obvious.

I wasn't really following ayu during this release so I kind of saw everything at once and took it for what it was and that's what I got from it. A lonely queen who appears happy. But really has other things going on.