Does anyone remember that one quote she said around the Party Queen era? I believe it was this (found on tumblr):
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"The truth is that though I hate loneliness, I love it at the same time. Things like love and forever, I’ve always wanted to believe in these, even when I was young, but a part of me just couldn’t. I wished and believed that someone other than myself would come to understand me and accept me better than I could. I believed and trusted too much at some point, but in the end, I managed to realize it. Realize that I could not believe. I found that I could not share myself with others. It’s not anybody’s fault, nor is it that things were not going well, it’s just that I could not change myself. In the end, I am who I am."
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This could correlate to the album title and why she could still be ALONE even if she has a husband. And a lot of her early works discuss being alone, whether due to her parents or what have you. Sometimes people can feel alone no matter who they have around them.