[ladygryffindor]

This is all very new and frustrating to me. I have been a solitary Ayu fan since 2006. I really didn't connect to any others in the fandom and was unable to really read any news about her. I just had her music, which I adore. So I never heard gossip or knew how popular this song was, or that song.

It frustrates me how mean people seem to be toward her. What did she ever do to make the anti-ayu so vile toward her? How can they say such mean spirited things??? How can they get joy from it? If ayu changing would just because of these people, then I say good riddance. I love her writing her own lyrics. I love her playing with different styles. And for the darkness she pulled me out of a few years back, I'll be her fan until the day I die.

Recently I have been trying as hard as I could to buy physical copies of her music. I had already bought almost everything from iTunes, but I felt a very strong need to show support now. From everything I have been finding out the past couple weeks here, she seems to need it. <3 I have been focusing on what seems to be the "most shunned" albums first and then I will get the more "popular" ones as I go. (I just received Colours in the mail yesterday ^_^).

I agree that trying to make a "comeback" in any way might compromise what we love about her. I want her to be herself and be happy. She'll always have a fan with me.