[Chris85]

Originally Posted by Chibi-Chan

Personally I can't stand her cryptic posts, I find them immature as fuck and I'm damm fucking annyoed by them and a lot of times I feel ashamed for her. Sorry, but that's how I feel about everyone who makes such posts.
I did not assume anything after her posts because I get the feeling she just wants some attention from people who are close to her when she writes something like "I hate you..." so that those people will text her "oh what's wrong honey? Are you ok?". But in the past she did make some cryptic posts to announce breakups afterwards. So it's no wonder that people think after "I hate you" and "byebye my love" she could have broken up. They assume it because it's exactly how she behaved in the past.
And in all honesty: I admire her as an artists, but I don't want or need to know what's going on in her head every minute. She is not my best friend she's the artist I admire since 11 years and I don't want that to be destroyed by her non existend social media skills. There is a difference between being poetic and personal in lyrics or writing cryptic stuff on twitter without any context that in the end comes across as a post a teen would make to get some attention.
I mean, other artists post stuff like backstage videos, photos together with friends or their pets and that's it and never something too personal. It seems for me that Ayu never learned how to interact with social media in the way a big popstar should use it to communicate with fans. She's posting stuff since years now that led from drama to drama. Sometimes she posts stuff that you also shouldn't post when you're a nobody because your 500 facebook friends would see it and it would be emberassing.
Sorry, but like I said, I admire her as an artist and I would like it to stay this way. I don't want to roll my eyes over posts like "I hate you" every week and be annoyed by her as a person. It's her personal life and I NEVER was interested in it. She could divorce 20 times and I wouldn't care. But I just don't want that too personal stuff shoved into my face. I'm interested in the artist Hamasaki Ayumi and not in her private life that belongs to her since we're not friends.

I pretty much agree with you. I forgive her all her mistakes and messes because of her amazing music. Although it's still hard to get over her lies about not being able to live in United states with Manny when the next thing she does is living there with Tyson. And when she used Manny's photo in Return road PV.... The list goes on of course, but her music is above all of that.