i really liked this video! way better than any A ONE videos to me

i'm pleased with the cut they wasn't shown earlier, didn't disappoint me at all

all i see is her wanting to get rid off the shit she is surrounded with, it makes me think tho - when she was on top, she didn't really feel like herself? did she hate it back then as well? sad to see her feeling this way about the time she was no.1 but i guess it gets tiring after almost 20years
has she gave any hints about her not being happy before this era?