When you listen to ever free for the first time (in a long time), and you're blown away.
It reminds me as to why I fell in love with Ayu's music, she discusses emotions in a way that other artists simply do not. I know it's cliche to say, but I hope that someday we receive another album that is as...honest, as what A song for xx, LOVEppears and Duty are. Perhaps they are only albums that somebody young and lost can write though? I hope we do get a stellar album from mature Ayu someday though. Made in Japan was a return to grace though.