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Originally Posted by Louass
And in all seriousness Ayu really is a beautiful woman, she glows SO MUCH on stage, it's like she was made to perform. We might not all agree on how good she sounds and stuff nowadays but we can all see just how happy performing for us makes her. (I say 'us' like I've ever seen her live, lmao But shhh when I watch her performances online I imagine she's performing just for me let me be delusional)
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She really is though. I remember when I went to the tour, there was a moment when she was standing directly in front of me, looking at me, and singing. I was overflowing with so much joy, so much genuine happiness. And then I realized, she was too. Her and I and all the fans were feeling happiness to the highest extent, in the very same way. I had wanted so badly for her to know that, for her to know how much she had given me, and how grateful I was for it, but I remember feeling frozen when I realized that she was actually thanking me. It was like she could hear us all saying "Thank you, Ayu!," and from the bottom of her heart, as she scanned all of us in the audience, she was saying in return, "No... Thank
YOU."
We've all given ayu something, and she truly cherishes that above all else. When you think about how that's possible, that you can and have given her something, it's wild. That's why she's always talking about "the dream" and the continuance of it until the end - the connection we receive from her as fans, through her works and messages gives us a sense of love, hope (and above all else) understanding is our half of it; and the connection and sense of it all she gets in return, is hers.