^I have never seen someone I love as much as I love Ayu performing live, so honestly I don't even know what I would do if she was singing while looking at me, lol. I'd probably bawl my eyes out and I honestly never cry (except the times SHE has made me cry while I watch videos of some of her performances). But her music has gotten me through so much in life that I don't see me reacting any other way to her looking at me while singing
You are a VERY lucky man!! I feel like that's such an amazing connection.
But it makes me happy to know that her happiness on stage isn't something that she manages to pull off for the cameras, but people can actually see how genuinely happy she is on stage in front of them. Man I wanna see this woman live so bad D: I don't care if she has the worst vocals in history whenever I see her, I'll be the happiest man alive, lmao
(PS I'm a lil drunk right now so I'm extra emotional about Ayu ok don't judge me)