[Violently Happy]

I don't know I just didn't really see it as a horrible performance, so I guess that's why I don't see everyone's views. I'm not a delusional fan, and I can easily call out something I dislike or don't approve of from an artist. Heck, I don't even like Ayu's last four or five albums. However, I have seen a lot more worse performances from other artists that deserved the meltdowns they got. I don't even think this performance is worth having a meltdown over.... Then again I'm a Mariah Stan... Which, everyone knows Mariah has had many hiccups with her recent performances stringing back from 2014. So I guess I'm just used to a lot more worse performances from other artists?

Also, we don't know what goes on behind closed doors, and a couple of people stated Ayu didn't seem like herself, so maybe something was or is happening in her personal life that fans are unaware of? I think we should also take that factor into consideration. Maybe even her hearing has gotten a lot worse? I hope my opinions don't offend anyone lol! I just want to see everyone stick by Ayu when the general public are so harsh to her. After that April fools joke yesterday, I kinda been on the defense over her. I just would hate for everyone to really make her retire or leave over just one "bad performance" that I don't think was all that bad. Twitter and the general Japanese public are too harsh on artists. T^T