she was looking down, she looked like she didn't wanna be there, she seemed like she didn't want to be involved, be engaged with what's going on during music station live... but in my heart, still hoping she would put in that bit of effort, that bit of heart, that bit of passion or motivation to sing or perform a song properly during tv lives. really, it was sad to watch her live tv performances these days... even if she has on-going ear, whatever medical issues or even if she really has a nasty cold/flu on any another day, fans will know and understand her situation and applaud her effort regardless of her vocals, performance that day because she gives her all for her fans. During the days when her vocals were shaky in the beginning, she would somehow rescue it back by getting it back into the song by putting her emotions or vocally back (without shouting or screaming) in the chorus, bridge and outro thus the ending of a song. but really, totally didn't feel that live from ayu. still love and support you, ayu.
