[tenshi no hane]

Such sad news. My heart goes out to her.

We know she prefers to bear the burden alone, but I hope she'll allow herself to lean on her team and friends more now.

I'll admit my initial reaction was "Rest more! Perform less!", but as others have already mentioned, we don't know the entire situation. Maybe her right ear is at the point where it'll worsen even if she does rest and she's trying to squeeze in as many performances as she can because of that. We don't know.

I feel guilty for being so harsh on her performances now, though. I don't watch her live performances anymore because her current performance style just doesn't do it for me, but she does put a tremendous amount blood, sweat and tears into them. I shouldn't forget that.

This must be so frustrating for her. I hope she'll be okay.