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Old 23rd May 2017, 12:20 AM
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Originally Posted by Chibi-Chan View Post
Whenever she says she can't live without music, I feel she's saying she can't live without being on stage. We all know that she went deaf on her left ear because she didn't take the advice from her doctor and kept performing with a tinnitus. A tinnitus is something that goes away with enough rest, which she didn't take. Her doctor most likely also told her years ago that this would happen with her right ear if she doesn't slow down. I don't know, this really is tragic, but I don't think she's loving music, just the attention. If she would really love music, she would have slowed down, would have had less tours and fewer dates and instead focused on becoming a better musician and songwriter.
I feel very sorry for her because you really have to be desperate when you need the attention that much, but her decision is irresponsible and as an adult there comes the day you have to make decisions that are hard but have to be made.
Call me a horrible fan all you want, but I agree with everything said here. She likes the attention. I live for computers and developping games. I love putting stories out there, from my heart to a computer screen. So, if I had a condition that would get worse if I didn't slow down, I'd rather have less of development than no development at all. Mangakas do it all the time, they slow down instead of stopping.
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