it's been more than a week now. I calmed a bit now. I've cried for 3 days then went to karaoke and sang all those old songs and it made me feel better.
I've watched lots of videos at YouTube.
this is one of most favorites out of new performances they've made this year. Mike's smile is so warm here. it's so so so heartbreaking that this will never be repeated.
and I'm still waiting for news about Tokyo shows in November. tickets are still on sale and if they don't cancel it I will attend it for sure.