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Originally Posted by voltron
I've been kinda feeling some Party Queen/Love Again vibes lately, in terms of Ayu feeling very...distant? Obviously she's dealing with a lot and depending on those closest to her, but I think for someone like her who has such an honesty or a bond with her fans, it becomes really obvious when she's disengaged or retreating into herself. Like, other than tour rehearsal, I feel like we have no idea what she's thinking/working on/etc.
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Hmm, could it be it's on purpose? That she doesn't want her fans to see her as weak as she is now? Japanese culture is so much about putting everyone before yourself, even with your own health on the line, so that might have something to do with it. Plus, with that long post she, Ayu, gave us through TA or similar, didn't she say that she hid her illness even from her closets friends? That she threw up in the bathroom without telling anyone?