[ahtka-chan]

^Here it is:

The large bed still has the same scent. Only you are not here.
I thought this would be my last love but it's the same as before.

Tell me. If you think of me.
I don't want a beautiful breakup
Please tell me my shortcomings

I don't wanna ask but if I don't, I can't change.
Take a deep breath and... ahh I can't dial your number.
I can't be honest again today. Such a fool.

I used to believe person I'm comfortable with is my destiny.
But I've only been pushing my immature self to you, using your kindness.

Tell me. When I realized, I found that people around me do not scold me anymore.
Please tell me what I've done wrong.

I'll make you say things you don't wanna say. Please forgive me.
It's my last selfish request. ahh I can't dial your number.
I can't become a great person again today. Even though I wanna change ah
Even though I've already expected it.

The same mistake over and over again
I'm afraid of getting hurt
"Am I okay this way?"
I've lived this far without asking the question.

I don't wanna ask but if I don't, I can't change.
Take a deep breath and... ahh I can't dial your number.
I can't be honest again today.
Even though I wanna become a greater version of myself.