[SunshineSlayer]

^ It seems at least partly that way. It's hard for me to completely understand them (spoken Japanese is more my forte) and I don't really keep up with what Japanese fans say about her though, so it's hard for me to know the context. In her last couple of posts, she talks a lot about Max and that he's the only person who ever believed in her, TA, the stage, singing, etc., is the only place she has ever felt like she belonged. It is literally her entire life. She doesn't want TA to stop being a safe place to express herself, is what I got out of it.

What I don't like though is that she apologized again for hurting everyone in TA and then "running away" to America and that she considers it a mistake. I don't even understand why that's something she should need to apologize for. (actually I do because I lived in Japan for so long, haha; I just completely disagree with the mentality.)

Totally different tidbit, but she does mention she is doing voice training as well.