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Originally Posted by YuraiNamida
Ayu is sharing lyrics parts from Remember you album on instagram. Until today they were taken from already released songs (Nonfiction, 23rd Monster, Dreamed a Dream, etc) but today she posted lyrics from an unreleased song.
Here my attempt of translation:
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どうして自分は周りと違う？
どうしたらみんなと同じになれる？
Why am I different from the others?
How can I become the same to everyone?
「違うこと」は「悪いこと」だと
自分を押し殺して隠れるように
馴染めるような道を探していた
"Different" means "bad" so I 've been looking for a way to fit in, while hiding and suffocating my (true) self
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Those are powerful words. I'm so curious to hear the rest of it.
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It has two ways to see that.
(1) She thinks she is over the top and feels bad. She wants to be the same as everyone or be a normal person. That implies she wants to retire.
(2) She thinks her career is over the top. She feels bad for her TA staffs. She wants to help her TA staffs.